The Case of Lisandra P. by by Hélène Grémillon

It’s not just loud noises that accompany disasters, little sounds do, too, and even silence.

An intriguing, multi-layered mystery with a fascinating historical context.

Lisandra is found dead on the sidewalk outside the window of her sixth-floor apartment and her husband Vittorio is the main suspect. He is a psychoanalyst and one of his patients, Eva Maria, agrees to help find clues to prove his innocence. Eva Maria, who is experiencing immense grief over the disappearance of her daughter a few years prior during The Dirty War, becomes obsessed with solving the mystery and providing justice for Vittorio and Lisandra. The Case of Lisandra P. is based on a true story and takes place in Buenos Aires, Argentina in August 1987. It is translated from the original French by Alison Anderson.

Falling out of love is progressive. Before you no longer love, you love less. And less again, then no more at all. But it’s not something you are aware of. Falling out of love. A relationship gone lukewarm, humdrum, pragmatic, everyday, utilitarian and habit-worn, and you don’t even think it through because you don’t think about it at all.

The publisher recommends this book to fans of The Girl on the Train and The Silent Wife. I did really like those books and they were fun to read, but I wouldn’t necessarily recommend The Case of Lisandra P. to all the fans of those two books. There is an element of domestic drama that is comparable, but that certainly isn’t the whole story or the main draw to this book. Most of the popular thrillers have an easy-breezy writing style which compels you to keep turning the pages, but this one is more literary with a deliberate pace. It took me quite a few pages to get into the writer’s style. The style actually reminded me a little more of Saramago than of Hawkins or Harrison, because of the insight into the human mind, the way the immediate story was tied to a greater context, the way the author was able to write little actions as intriguing, and the breathless way in which it is written. The format is untraditional and almost collage-like. The main story was interspersed with Vittorio’s session transcripts, lists, stream of consciousness, and even sheet music at one point. There is not much in the way of transitions and the story changes directions very quickly.

Monstrosity never thinks it is monstrous; it always finds reasons within itself to behave as it does—acts of torture become acts of justice, or even honor—…

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Impunity imposes impossible cohabitation on murderers and their victims; it exacerbates suspicion and hatred. In the deepest recesses of the soul. In that secret place where bile gathers and accumulates. The heart of a volcano. In that hiding place where the most violent anger lurks, the anger that ravages everything when it erupts. Because it will not fail to erupt. In the light, perhaps, of another historical context, but it will erupt.

This is not a mystery where what actually occurred is obvious, but it is not out-of-the-blue in a gimmicky GOTCHA! way. [spoiler]I did start to get an inkling of what was to come with the list of phobias and a long monologue with shades of Anna Karenina, but the conclusion is impossible to guess in its entirety.[/spoiler] There are strong parallels between the tragic events of Lisandra’s life and historical context of the book: the strong and powerful imposing their will over the weak and the powerful getting away without punishment (despite mountains of evidence) while the oppressed suffer the worst repercussions.

There were some sections that ran a little too long for me because characters would get really repetitive in these big, blocky paragraphs that would go on for pages and I was just ready for the story to move forward. Overall, it was an intriguing mystery with a fascinating setting.

Memories are free. They play with us. They get fainter, they expand, they retract, they avoid us or strike like lightning. Once life gives birth to them, they become the masters of life. They are time’s foot soldiers, driving us mad. Without memories we would be free. Memory is time’s bad fairy. No memory brings true joy, serenity. Regret, remorse—memories are like so many dissonant little bells clanging inside us. And the more life goes on, the more the little music of memories rings false. You think you are your own self, but you’re nothing but your memories.

Love in Lowercase by Francesc Miralles

We shape the world in our own measure, and that soothes us. Under the apparent chaos, maybe there really is order in the universe. However, it certainly won’t be our order.

Samuel, a lecturer in German Studies, wakes up on New Year’s Day expecting the start of another lonely, unexciting year, same as all the years before. But this year, a stray cat paws at his door and starts a chain of events that changes the way that Samuel approaches life. Love in Lowercase is written by Spanish author Francesc Miralles and has been translated into English by Julie Wark.

Science depresses me. It’s a terrible thing to be a bunch of atoms waiting to be disassembled. I find no consolation in knowing that they’ll recombine to form a pile of manure or, if I’m lucky, a patch of mushrooms.

I selected this book because the cover immediately made me think of The Rosie Project. That was the intended effect because it is described as a “romantic comedy for language lovers and fans of The Rosie Project.” There are similarities between the two, but Love in Lowercase is a much quieter and philosophical novel.

We all start dying the day we’re born, but there are lots of rebirths along the way.

Both books have a light atmosphere and eccentric characters. Both Samuel and Don are lonely and seeking human connection. That is where the similarities end for me. Samuel is a logical, intelligent and slightly awkward man. He has a few personality quirks, but it is not full-blown Asperger’s like Don. The Rosie Project had over-the-top situations and was more laugh-out-loud funny, whereas Love in Lowercase is about one man’s quiet little life and got a few smiles out of me.

“Who’s Hrabal?”
“A Czech writer. Sorry, we teachers have the bad habit of lacing our conversation with literary references, which is a pretty stupid thing to do.”
“Why is it stupid? It’s always good to learn something new.”
“Up to a point it is, but knowing too much can be very awkward. Valdemar’s a good example of that.”
“Who’s Valdemar? ”
“It’s better not to know.”
“So according to you, nobody should know anything!”
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“You’ve used Buddha’s words to explain yourself.”
“You see? I’m hopeless. That’s what I mean. I have to unlearn everything I’ve learned and go back to being a normal person. Culture is just background noise that prevents me from seeing life as it really is. Culture makes no one happy. I want to be a simpleton or a wise peasant who knows when it’s going to rain and goes to bed and wakes up when the sun sets and rises.

This book has a lot of cultural name-dropping and many summaries of other books. The main character is an isolated intellectual, so books, foreign movies, and classical music are his main frames of reference. The author did a good job of summarizing the works and making it easy to relate them back to the plot, but it did venture into How to Read Literature Like a Professor territory too much for my tastes.

My favorite book that Samuel reads is They Have a Word for It: A Lighthearted Lexicon of Untranslatable Words & Phrases, described as “an odd dictionary of expressions that exist in only one language.” The title of this book actually comes from a term that Samuel coins. Samuel describes love in lowercase as “when some small act of kindness sets off a chain of events that comes around again in the form of multiplied love. Then, even if you want to return to where you started, it’s too late, because this love in lowercase has wiped away all traces of the path back to where you were before.” I am having a little bit of trouble attaching the term love in lowercase to the concept described above, but I understood the connection a little more when I read it rephrased in this way: “Sometimes love is hiding in the smallest characters.”

Thousands of candles can be lit by just one candle, and the life of that candle will not be shorter because of it. Happiness is never diminished by being shared.

The cat was my favorite character! Mishima has so much personality and is a total scene-stealer when it appears. Samuel is an easy character to empathize with. He experiences frustrations and humiliations while becoming more open to relationships and experiences and I felt that pain with him. I did enjoy traveling around Barcelona with him, as he visits various shops and cafes.

Someone once said that, when you fall in love, you’re not really in love with the person but with life through that person.

I was really disappointed with who Samuel ended up with in the end. [spoiler]I got really attached to one of the characters who showed up in the beginning, even though she only appeared briefly! It was hard to cheer for the end result, because it seemed as if he was in love with the idea of the woman more than the actual woman.[/spoiler]

Let us be thankful, for if we have not learned a lot today, we have at least learned a little; and if we have not learned a little, we have at least not fallen ill; and if we have fallen ill, we have at least not died, and for this we are thankful.

The book has a great message. It is about being open to new experiences and letting life in and about how the smallest actions can cause huge consequences. The number of cats I follow on Instagram has also gone up significantly since I read this book. If you like quiet books filled with cultural references and ruminations on the meaning of life and how to live, you will probably enjoy this book.

Troublemaker by Leah Remini

A candid, insider look at growing up in the Church of Scientology and the unique experience of being a celebrity member. Engaging and hard-to-put-down memoir.

Belief and faith are great, but very few people have been led astray by thinking for themselves.

Leah Remini was first introduced to the Church of Scientology at age 7 when her mother brought home a boyfriend who was a member of the church. Due to his influence, her mother began to spend long periods of time at the New York Org, a Scientology center. Leah and her sister eventually joined their mother and began participating in classes. At the New York Org, she experienced the intoxicating feeling of being treated like an adult; children in Scientology are treated as independent “spiritual beings” who can make their own decisions, rather than children who need parenting and guidance. Troublemaker: Surviving Hollywood and Scientology reveals the path that led Leah to the Church of Scientology and the seeds of doubt that drove her to a very public split from the church.

There is no “right” way to be. I am flawed and imperfect, but am uniquely me. I don’t fit in and probably never will. And I don’t have to try to anymore. That other person was a lie. And let’s face it, normal is boring. We all have something to offer the world in some way, but by not being our authentic selves, we are robbing the world of something different, something special.

I am a big fan of celebrity gossip…to the point that I pretend I don’t know as much as I do, so as not to embarrass myself! I’ve been betraying myself lately, by talking about this book! I’ve seen Leah’s work on Saved by the Bell and King of Queens, but I wouldn’t call myself a fan. I really loved her after reading this book! As with many celebrity memoirs, there is a cowriter listed, but Leah’s personality shines through. I wish that I would have waited for my library to get the audiobook, which Leah narrates! Her personality is abrasive and she is extremely blunt (“Honestly, it’s probably better for them to keep getting jerked off in the church, because they will never experience that kind of validation in the real world.”), but she is also funny and fiercely loyal. It’s actually a little amazing that she lasted in the church as long as she did with her strong personality! She would be a great person to have in your corner, but I wouldn’t want to get on her bad side. She is aware of her flaws and fully admits to her mistakes. She actually begins the book with a list of flaws and wrongdoings, in order to head off the inevitable smear campaign.

There were so many starts and stops in my career, ups and downs, moments of triumph and then heartbreak. It always felt like “This is it” and then it wasn’t. Although that’s the nature of the business in Hollywood, when it is happening to you it seems like the end of the world. My failures in my professional life ended up driving me toward the church, which taught me that because I wasn’t successful on a regular basis, I was doing something wrong in life. Being a Scientologist means you are responsible for all the bad things that happen to you (and anything good that was happening was due to the church), so it was only natural to assume that the cancellation of Fired Up was somehow caused by my transgressions or some technology that I was misapplying in my life.

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She made it easy to understand how someone would get sucked into the church and I could see how many of the self-help courses could be useful to some people. It was interesting that Leah seemed to instinctively know that there was something off with the church; she focused on helping existing members, rather than the church’s preference of recruiting new members. It was also easy to see overlap with extremist wings of more widely adhered to religions. It is terrifying how quickly what appears to be innocent self-improvement became abusive. The abuse kicks into high gear after the participant has already paid a high financial and emotional cost. Her experiences growing up in the church are already disturbing, but the book takes a real weird turn when Tom Cruise enters the picture! The events surrounding his wedding are seriously bizarre! The gist of most of the Tom Cruise bits have been dished out by the media, but the book offers context and more elaboration.

Instead of bashing Scientology, she asked me what worked about it. Her point was that in life there are “knowledges.” You can take a little bit from this and a little bit from that. Use what works for you and leave the rest. “Leah, it doesn’t need to be all right or all wrong. Take what worked. Don’t try to throw away everything from Scientology.”

She discusses her various experiences in the entertainment industry, mostly in a positive light. I admit that I was hoping for a little more set gossip (especially for Saved by the Bell, embarassingly enough!), but the central focus on Scientology is what makes this book stand above the multitude celebrity memoirs. I am sure she is holding back a ton of information (and she admits to that somewhat in The Talk chapter), but she also reveals much more than I ever expected. What she does choose to reveal about the church is shocking, especially considering the power the church holds over its members. The break from Scientology is not portrayed as easy. She still struggles with doubts and fears, since so much of her identity was tied into the church. I could still read a bit of the cultishness shine through when she refers to L. Ron Hubbard.

In the end, change is never easy. Living with a core set of beliefs that completely unravel is unsettling, to say the least. We all have to decide, do we want to live in regret, suffer pain, and demonize ourselves for believing in and carrying out the tenets of the church, or do we want to look at what we gained? The “bad” had to happen. If it didn’t, we would still be walking around with blinders on, not seeing the world at large. We wouldn’t have been given the gift to explore new ideas, new ways of being, thinking, open to the possibilities that there are other beliefs, different paths that can bring us closer to others. We would not be able to be more solid than ever in our belief that “what is true for you is true because you yourself have observed it to be true.” We all have a newfound strength, in that we will never again “believe” just because.

This is a shocking account by one individual, but the revelations are similar in nature to interviews given by others who have split with the church. She exposes the hypocrisy of the church and how it manipulates and controls its members through psychological and physical abuse, but is also a good look at how easy it can be to become involved with a cult and the difficulties of breaking away. This book would probably be most interesting for those looking for an introduction of the topic of Scientology from someone who was deeply involved.

The Love that Split the World by Emily Henry

“It’s hard to feel like you belong when you don’t know who you are, and it’s hard to know who you are when you don’t know where you come from.”

Captivating young adult/coming-of-age/sci-fi/romance with an extremely relatable female lead and complex relationships. I received a copy of this book from Penguin Random House in exchange for an honest review. This book will be released on January 26, 2016.

Natalie is three months away from leaving her rural Kentucky hometown for Brown University, when she starts experiencing a brand new type of hallucination. Sometimes her entire town disappears and she finds herself standing in a field of buffalo. She is no stranger to odd visions. Since she was a little girl, she has been receiving late night visits from an apparition of a wise, old woman she has named Grandmother. After a three year absence, Grandmother briefly reappears and gives Natalie a cryptic message: “Three months to save him, Natalie.” Shortly after she receives that confusing message, she meets a mysterious boy named Beau and it seems like he might be the answer to everything.

I loved Natalie! She has a great sense of humor and is very self-aware. She is Native American and was adopted by a white family. The adoption and her heritage add a unique angle to the usual struggles of transitioning from high school to college. Natalie loves her family immensely, but sometimes she feels like an outsider. She struggles with wanting to fit in, but also wanting to find out who she really is and where she came from.

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Some of my favorite parts of the book were Natalie’s recollections of Grandmother’s past visits. Grandmother tells Natalie ancient parables with Native American and biblical origins. It was a great way to help Natalie make sense of her world and show illustrate how stories unite us (“None of us is alone, Natalie. Her story is my story is your story.”). I also thought the author handled the sci-fi elements well. Stories with time travel and/or multiple dimensions can be complicated to understand and do make my head hurt a little, but the author simplified it enough where I got the gist of it. This would be a great book to read again, once you know what is going on!

I do have trouble with first person, present tense in scenes that are less action-oriented or when the story starts drifting into the trivial. Natalie is extremely likable, so the perspective/tense choice only pulled me out of the story a few times. The ending was great and I love how the author brought the storytelling motif full circle. I read the last thirty pages twice and I liked the ending even more the second time. [spoiler]I was hoping for a little more of a ‘gut-punch’ a la The Butterfly Effect. Since the relationship with Beau was so new, I wish there were a few other reasons for the high stakes choices she made at the end. There was the Matt situation, but maybe if there was something that was going on with her family that helped her make her choices even more heart-wrenching and understandable (and actually I thought it was going that direction with her little brother).[/spoiler]

The publisher describes The Love that Split the World as Friday Night Lights (LOVED!) meets The Time Traveler’s Wife (loved the movie, book not so much). I think that sets the mood pretty accurately! This book includes so many complex issues and it spans several genres, but the author handles them so deftly that it never felt overwhelming. I could say so much more, but I don’t want to spoil too much and I am trying not to pull too many quotes from the galley! This book was really enjoyable to read.